washing thread instead of washing shoes in some dim old shop near the back alley in oakridge

the place smelled like dust and faded polish, something weirdly comforting yet lonely. i wandered down cobble streets, trying to soak up the texture under my fingers, thinking why everyone always picks polished spots. it felt right, like finding a secret only i could see, but the silence pressed down heavy, thick as wet soil. i stopped near that tiny door marked 'antique' it creaked, expecting something soft, quiet, maybe even warm like a forgotten hug. the air hung cold, carrying whispers of damp earth and things long buried, making my skin prickle. instead of going further, i sat on a rough stone bench, letting the ache settle in my bones, wondering if escaping would even help or just add to the mess. a stray cat curled near a box, finally giving me a soft, slow purr. just this moment, this specific kind of being, wrapped in grey light filtering through grimy windows. it wasn't a place you planned to visit, just an impulse, a little lost in the grey. maybe later i'll come back. the key is just the moment, the kind that feels heavy but isn't heavy enough to weigh me down if the shoes are back somehow.

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